Phony: Um YES!

Being distanced from high school, you can like see people in a different way. Their faults are magnified by time and you realize how much they used you. And tried to make you fail at whatever you did. How could I let myself be used so badly?

My self-confidence always relied on what they thought of me and that's not how it should be. I need to be stronger and not let them run my life.

Once I let them control me, there will be no individualness of me left. And that's the most important thing I have right now.

Game plan for the day - read an old story I wrote a long time ago and decide why I gave up on writing. Hey, it might be good!