Au revoir

lols I'm not leaving blogging just yet. Well, until I get bored of it, but this is a good way to write about my day in some fashion. No, I'm saying goodbye to my affections for someone important.

I have feelings for people and usually these feelings are not felt the same by the other party. It's a neverending cycle. You almost get good at saying goodbye even though it hurts with a fresh pain each time. People's interests wander, its in their tendency to do so.

I still wish them the best of luck in the future even though I will have no part in it. Just a hopeful spectator striving to make a difference in the world. Alone.

I sound like such a Romantic and Idealist. Old fashioned ideas. They don't even belong to this new century or the Y2K. I bet you haven't heard of that reference in a long time. I remember stupid details, but details that matter to me don't matter to others.

When one door closes, another always opens. Like when tomorrow always comes. I enjoyed my time with this person but I have to be realistic and look toward the future. There's a whole horizon ready for me to explore, even if this person is not in it. There's plenty of fish in the sea.

I'm rambling, its late. I'll leave my mind to rest as tomorrow comes tumbling in. Why am I so poetic tonight, ha? lols