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Thursday, May 21, 2009

The Last Goodbye

High school is a lot of memories shared with a group of friends. It's classes you go to, even though you don't totally want to be there. Embarassing moments that make good stories to tell your friends and family. Hard times when you think the whole world is against you and there is no where to turn. Insecurities about yourself and what others think of you. It's undefined but experienced. You take risks and explore new things about yourself. Memories can be lived and never forgotten.

I started high school as a quiet girl unsure of herself in the world around her. I did make friends but I always felt the need to cling to others, to find a - safety net in the world. My confidence in myself was only defined by their opinion of me. And that wasn't how it stayed.

I saw the beauty within my own self and broke down barriers socially. I interacted more with others and with that I was able to make amazing friends. I'm grateful for that and the way I was able to grow.

I want to thank my friends even though they probably will never read this. They mean a lot to me and helped me survive high school. I love that I have been able to create a whole new self this year. I have been redefined and people have to get used to a new me.

High school goes by fast but its a rewarding experience. And I don't regret anything.

"And the dreams that have faded. . .never forget them." - Yuna, Final Fantasy X

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